Wonderland

I have a dream~~

(Background music: I have a dream, By Westlife)



Haha, today i went for counselling with my lecturer, I enjoy this small conversation with her, Althought its a very very 'small' one, Its about why we are taking 'Broadcasting' this course, and how suitable are we in this field.



Well, the result for me is 'Ok OK' only, seems like I still a little bit of confuse of what I really wanna be at the future. She asked ' what kinda position you want to be in broadcasting this role?'



Hmmm, I want to get famous~ haha, I guess for most of the people, YEAH, I WANNA GET FAMOUS

Some might not, but still, i say what my 'fantasy' ambition is, to be, Or will be someone famous.





But that is not my dream.

Not really is.



Unlike others children living with some ordinary parents, "When big son,go be doctor/lawyer/whatever"

This is from TV, of course.

My mom used to ask me study more, then thats it.

Work hard in anything, wherever you want, whatever you want, just do it(Nike slogan,lol)



The first ambition on my mind, is to be a Pilot~

Imagine you are driving an airplane or something, SO YENG~ haha

This is when I was 9, come back from HK, separate with my mom. Purpose? I can fly to where my mom is. NAHHHHH, this is when I was 9.

When grow older, I don't need her that much, compare to my lonely childhood, I become more independant, I want to be free, Yes. FREE.

My dream changed, I want to be Air steward, same with my mom, and also my mom's sister,and some of my relatives.

I always listen to my mom and my aunt's fantasy story about the world, the culture, and how beautiful the world is.



But yet, should i face the reality that i have 'disappropriate' of my face, acne scars, and also some minor scars on my hand.
I put faith, I have trust, but I don't have strength to do it alone.