Meme and me

Haha, its time to clean some spiderwed here
Since the owner *me* is being lazy to stay in a fluffy house *this blog* which have no visitors *ghost i think got la*

But I guess this blog will angry me if I keep input negative emo into it
Errrhh!! I tried not to do so, But so sorry, My dear Blog, I am sad, depressed, unmotivated, and please name those negative type emo to me please, I am poor in english

I am confused, to a specific person
Which only involved in my fantacy world, in real world?
Someone far away from me, unreachable
But yet, its not wrong to like someone
I am just too naive to put hope in a never-gonna-happen happy ending scene
Until now I am still hoping and praying and whatsoever things that like a 18 years old lady day dreaming about

F*** it!!!
Since when I changed?
Since when I let intruder come whack my peacefulness
F*** it!!!!!!


I changed when people saying I am too cool
Well, thats my origin
Now, I am too hot-hearted and yet get hurt

I think it's time, forgeting those funny stuffs
Be a normal DC
Cool and stabil, that is more like me
Not like the one you asking, for no reason.